I hold the baby on my hip, grass soft under my feet, her toes tucked inside her cloud jammies, sky blue, with little lavender and white puffy clouds. It’s early, but the sun is already warm on my shoulders. I lean over awkwardly, turn on the hose, try to make sure the spray doesn’t catch her face or hair. I’m cleaning out the birdbath, making sure the water is fresh and not too deep. The sparrows have been splashing in it lately, hopping rock to rock, flapping their wings, taking little drinks with yellow beaks. They nest in the neighbor’s window air conditioners, ridiculous, noisy, zooming around the yard, singing brightly on my garage roof, pushing in and out of their messy air conditioner nests. Their chirping must be constant in his living room.
Yesterday, a mama bird tended to babies in the driveway. Fledglings, damp with rain when T first spotted them, they fluffed out as hot sun replaced dark clouds. The mama bird diligently jetted back and forth, bird feeder to driveway, bringing them seeds. The little ones hopped around, tested their wings on short bursts of flight, hid under the peonies when the dog barked. If she brings them to the bird bath today, I want the water to be clean and clear and shallow.
It will be quiet for a few minutes more here, big sisters sleeping in, so I pour another cup of coffee, open my laptop while Margeaux plays happily, crawling, pulling up on the ottoman to reach her favorite elephant. Her hair fluffs out on one side, messy curls from sweat and sleep. I should pull the curtains closed against the oncoming heat, but I don’t. I want to keep an eye on the birdbath, the fledglings, the clearing sky.
This post is part of the Just Write series hosted by The Extraordinary Ordinary. Just Write happens every Tuesday–it’s an exercise in free writing ordinary and extraordinary moments.




That mothering instinct crosses species lines. I feel it too. Peaceful soothing piece.
Thanks!! It really is a powerful pull, isn’t it?
This is beautiful. I love the imagery. The birds and bath and motherhood and one more coffee… perfection.
Thank you! One more cup of coffee is required for any attempt at perfection in my life
I love this, Jen, your fluffy feathered little bird and your care for the mama and hers outside. And then your baby in blue sky and the one stretching outside your door. Ahh. So thankful you came to visit my space this morning. I love connecting with other mama writers — you with your three girls like mine, life full messy beautiful. Blessings on you in all the places you create loving safety.
Thanks Ashley! This was my first week doing Just Write, and I found a couple writers I really connected with- such a pleasure! I’m looking forward to making Tuesdays a regular writing and reading date with myself